Craziness is my forte and I realized that I became a monster out of craziness. Distress ate my positive view in life. And I was not aware that I am not myself anymore. I am surrounded by toxic energies and toxic relationships. And soon enough, I became the poison itself. I even lost a love one because I can't handle my own stress and shit. Day after day, everything is a struggle. Work is full of distractions, stress is my best friend, and sleep is just a break.
So last September 14, I pledged to listen to TED talks once a day for 50 consecutive days. I opt for the 21 days only since it's the suggested number of days to create a new habit/routine but I felt that it was too short to change the mindset of a person.
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1) The only person you need to marry - Tracy Mcmillan
2) Is it lust or love? - Terri Ordburch
3) How to stop screwing yourself over - Mel Robbins
4) The slut, spinster & perfect woman - Martha Mosse
5) How to become more confident - Till H. Grob
6) How do you define yourself? - Lizzie Velasquez
7) How being heartbroken was the best thing ever happened to me - Emma Gibbs
8) If you want to achieve your goals, don't focus on them - Reggie Rivers
9) Select the right relationship - Alexandra Redcay
10) Is there scientific proof that we can heal ourselves? - Lissa Rankin
11) Why are we happy? Why aren't we happy? - Dan Gilbert
12) My philosophy for a happy life - Sam Berns
13) Life is easy, why do we make it so hard? - Jon Jandai
14) The psychology of self motivation - Scott Geller
15) How to believe in yourself - Jim Cathcart
16) How to magically connect with anyone - Brian Miller
17) Be the warrior, not the worrier - Angela Ceberano
18) You're already awesome, just get out of your own way - Judson Brewer
19) The art of being yourself - Caroline McHugh
20) The unsexy truth, the hookup culture - Lisa Bunnage
21) Growing up in a pornified culture - Gail Dines
22) If you've had sex, you know how to sell - Mace Horoff
23) Happiness is all in your mind - Gen Kelsang Nyema
24) Meet yourself: A user's guide to building self-esteem - Niko Everett
25) The secret to self-control - Jonathan Bricker
26) You don't wake up fabulous - Robert Ferrell
27) The happy secret to better work - Shawn Anchor
28) Let's face it, charisma matters - John Antonakis
29) What could be wrong with monogamy? - Marc de Hond
30) How to practice emotional hygiene - Guy Winch
31) How to know your life purpose in 5 minutes - Adam Leipzig
32) The power of defining yourself - Amma Asante
33) Programming your mind for success - Carrie Green
34) Being insecure - Tomas Jech
35) How to lose your self-esteem - Matthew Whoolery
36) Freedom from self doubt - BJ Davis
37) Overcoming hopelessness - Nick Vujicic
38) Why I stopped watching porn? - Ran Gavrieli
39) 10 things you didn't know about orgasm - Mary Roach (skip this - it's absolutely not worth your time, I just read this out of curiosity *defensive I know haha*
40) The habits of happiness - Matthieu Ricard
41) The art of asking - Amanda Palmer
42) Never ever give up - Diana Nyad
43) What you don't know about marriage - Jenna McCarthy
44) Why some of us don't have one true calling - Emilie Wapnick
45) Draw your future - Patti Dobrowolski
46) Why happy couples cheat? - Esther PErel
47) Looks aren't everything, believe me I'm a model - Cameron Russell
48) Home is a song I've always remembered - Teitur
49) Why I read a book a day and why you should too - Tai Lopez
50) How to find the work you love - Scott Dinsmore
And yes, after 50 consecutive days (this is a late post by the way), I am proud to say that I am successful with my challenge! Congratulations to me! Woooh!!
So who am I now?
I am new. I am healed. Stuff and stress is still there but I know (and I am confident) that I can handle it very well now. I am back to the high-spirited version of myself. And I more focused on my dreams. One thing is for sure, the balance that I've been looking for... I already found it.
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